I fucking hate that when
I fucking hate that when i smell my clothes to see if they need to be washed or not i only smell you
i wish i could scream in your fucking face
how dare you fucking play me like that.
youre fucking stupid for thinking i would not find out. youre stupid for thinking i didnt question you in the first place. i know how you care about her. and i trusted you when you told me it had been done for a while. but i guess im just another fucking stupid girl. one who has gotten played for the 3rd time in a row, just the same way you played me now. theres only one thing i ever ask for in a relationship. thats emotional faithfullness. everything else i can work through. but not when you have feelings for another girl. im fucking friends with her. did you not think she would send me the texts you send her..? the “i care about you so much more than her and its driving me crazy” . “I would never hurt you” . “she’s not worth it” . “Youre worth ever second of of happiness you give me” . “like i said, Im not leaving anytime soon”.
dont fucking think youre smarter than me. dont think youre the one hurt here. cause im the one who you have successfully made feel worthless. like im never fucking good enough for anyone. all i know is that i dont deserve that. and youre a fucking coward for not being able to follow youre own goddamn heart. have fun on youre own. jackass.
xoxo
